I envy you. I’m a squirter (recent discovery) and I can’t seem to manage properly the thing.
When masturbating, I don’t like to squirt, the sensation is not very pleasant.
With my partner, because this is still new to me, I hold back, despite his attempts and wish. He made me come and squirt once and it was fucking amazing, but after that I alwayd hold back, fearing that the orgasm will be like when I squirt on my own — a meh one.
And if one can have a 7, why risk to have a 3?…
The mind is def the worse enemy in sex!